Thursday, March 3, 2011

FUCK I AM SUCH A SCREW UP

i thought that the due date for financial aid for college was tomorrow but i just learned that it was yesterday which means that i am no longer eligible which means I CAN'T FUCKING PAY FOR COLLEGE

GOD DAMNIT WHY AM I SUCH A FUCKING LOSER WHY DIDN'T I FUCKING KNOW FUCK FUCK FUCK I JUST FUCKED UP SO BAD I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS OVER

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5 comments:

  1. AnonymousMarch 3, 2011 at 11:52 PM

    oh honey! -hugs tightly-

    It'll be okay. Everything will work itself out. There's a website I'm going to link you to that has non-predatory loans that I'm planning on using for college. It's not even through a bank! That's a good sign in this economy.

    Another thing: both of my parents took time off during their college experience to work jobs in retail, food service, whatever it took to earn the money for college. If your situation is ABSOLUTELY DIRE, consider doing that. Just take a deep breath and think about how much less stressed you'd be applying BEFORE next year's deadline to get financial aid and making money in the meantime.
    It may not be ideal, but it's a solid plan.

    And I SWEAR I am not trying to pimp my blog here, but I just put up a picspam of kittens. Kittens cheer people up, right? -hugs again-

    I hope something I said helped you. stay strong. And if you want my number or something, feel free to ask, because I'd love to support someone going through similar school stress as me. <3

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  2. AnonymousMarch 3, 2011 at 11:52 PM

    BTW, here's that website:
    http://www.lendingclub.com/home.action

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  3. The Elsewhere GirlMarch 5, 2011 at 5:52 AM

    missy, how are you? stressed still? if worst came to the worst you could borrow an english term (I don't know if you have it to?) = gap year. Nobody bats an eyelid if a student misses a year between highschool and uni if they call if a gay year, where they work to travel and relax. I know it isn't ideal but it could be a last resort? We could meet half way!!

    Otherwise, cant you still submit? We can submit past the deadline, just that the money would come through a bit later?

    I love you. LOTS xx

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  4. The Elsewhere GirlMarch 5, 2011 at 5:52 AM

    by gay year, I meant gap year

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  5. AnonymousMarch 5, 2011 at 8:18 PM

    Though a gay year sounds great too! ;)

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