I KNEW YOU'D LEAVE.

I KNEW IT. I know it. You will. You'll leave me. You'll decide that this is all too much and then you'll leave me. After you PROMISED YOU WOULDN"T LEAVE ME YOU WILL. That's what you're saying. Don't think I don't know what you're doing.

BUT YOU CAN'T. YOU JUST FUCKING CAN'T. DONT YOU SEE HOW MUCH I NEED YOU? HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU?

I'll die without you.

I know that I put you through a lot being all deranged and needing you all the time but OH EXCUSE ME FOR NEEDING YOU. I'M SORRY, OKAY? I'll try not to be such a pain in the ass, really I will.

Please, please don't leave. Please tell me you love me and you'll never leave. never ever.