Yeah, my life sucks.

Today was just one of those days, you know?

I just want to point out that my mornings really set the mood for my entire day. Therefore, if I eat in the mornings, I am almost sure to binge for like, the entire day.

Guess what I did this morning? Yeah. I've been eating and throwing up quite a bit today, which is making me feel disgusting.

In english we had to write a one sentence poem in 2 minutes. I wrote this:

I wonder how I think
I know myself
when my eyes have never,
and will never,
look upon my own face-
but depend completely
upon the reflections
that are given to me;
and if I am only a reflection,
I will never
be anything but vague,
empty.

I hate my life.

I feel so....fat...dirty...etc.