Redundancy

is so tiring.

This morning I ate breakfast with my family for my sister's birthday. Then I threw it up, of course.

Then I went to the gym.

I got home and there were gummies on the table. Candy. Can you guess what happened? I lost control and ate some candy.

Now I am feeling like shit again. Is it worth it? To throw up a few bites of candy? *sigh*

I think I have to because I just can't stand to not. But it is so tiring. I'm so tired. Of everything, of this.

But now I'll go do it again.

Elle