KILL ME

or I will do it myself. UGH I feel so fat. And feeling fat makes me feel cheap and dirty and disgusting and worthless.

I ate a yogurt today and a marshmallow (I don't know why either so don't ask) and I think I'm pretty much done for the day. I also went to the gym and worked out really hard to the point that I was lightheaded enough to stumble out to my car in a near-hyperventilation...but whatever. ITS WORTH IT.

My goal for 2011: become inhuman.