I have binged and purged twice today so far. Once in the school bathroom and once into a trashbag.
My hands smell like fucking vomit no matter how many times I wash them I can still smell it and my stomach hurts. It feels like someone is stabbing me. Probably a result of my recent purge-fest.
FUCK MY LIFE.
I am going to see if I can buy some aderall tonight so that tomorrow I will be able to just fast, get some work done, break this cycle, and calm the hell down.
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Update:
just binged again. Fuck my life.
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